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IN LIFE EVERY ENDING IS JUST A NEW BEGINNING. I'm feeling good about life... just want to creat and share

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5/2/2009

I HAVE / I HAVE NOT? NOBODY WANTS TO HEAR A NEY NEY PERSON

HOW CAN I SAY WHAT I MEAN???? WHEN I LOST MY WAY AND DO NOT KNOW THE WAY BACK.
 
SO THERE IS NO BACK ANYWAY, AND ONLY JUST THE PRECIOUS MOMENT NOW...
 
I MISS ALL MY FRIENDS , SANJANA , DAFFY, MAZI  ALL OF YOU  THE LIST IS SO LONG....
 
I THANK MISTER BOB OUT OF THE KINDNESS OF HIS HEART SENT ME MONEY TO PAY
MY ELECTRIC BILL.  THAT WAS WAY BEYOND THE CALL OF ANY DUTY IT WAS PURE GOODNESS.
MANY KISSES AND HUGS FOR HIM.
 
 
I STOPPPPPPPPPED DREAMING.   I AM TIRED OF THE UPHILL BATTLES.
BUT I KNOW SO MANY OTHERS SUFFER MORE THAN I.
 
THERE WAS THE BEGINNING OF MY LIFE,   THE MIDDLE AND NOW THIS FINAL STRETCH....
OF COURSE I KNOW THERE IS NO REAL "TIME"
 
I AM SORRY , I JUST CAN NOT OPEN UP AND SAY ANYTHING PROFOUND,  I WONDER WHAT THE
COLLECTIVE FEELS LIKE.
 
OK, NO PROMISES WHEN I WILL CHECK BACK IN.
( IF I COULD CHANGE ANYTHING , I WOULD NOT WANT TO KNOW SO MUCH BAD IN LIFE, TO KNOW THE GOOD
CAN THERE ONLY BE GOOD? NO, BUT WHY SO MUCH????)
 
 
2/25/2008

COMPUTER IS IN TROUBLE BEEN TRYING TO RESTORE IT>

Baring teethSleepyEmbarrassedSadNerdWinkSarcasticSleepyDon't tell anyoneSadSurprisedTongue outAngelSickAngryConfusedSmileDisappointedEye-rollingOpen-mouthedSurprisedHotPartyThinkingDisappointedSmileOpen-mouthedSurprisedTongue outAngryBaring teethNerdSickBaring teethWinkSmileConfusedEmbarrassed
       Sorry I been fighting with my computer it has gone wacky.....
                         I have to buy some software to fix it.... but I only get paid
                                  once per month.  I am on tight budget!
 
  I did go to the Intel computer museum, it was very informative and FREE , never knew it
        was just up the road from me.    Took kids to an arcade and played bunch of games.
               It has been raining, so we did not go to San Francisco China Town Parade YEAR OF THE RAT.
 
           I will take them to china town in April, perhaps my sister inlaw will come along.
              I did get better,  I have not worried about anyone or thing.  I figured out I have no
    control "so get used to it!"  I do not know what I was thinking , I thought I could change the world
    but the world is spinning so fast I can not run to keep up  hehehe.....
       I also let Jim my ex go.... released him to go to heaven.  I feel alot better.
      Thanks to someone nice talking to me and said take a day off of worring... think only of yourself.
      and also something my neice said, out of mouth of babes.... This world is weird and they are making
   her start to worry from things they teaching her at school.... SOOOOOOOO  just so you know
     I am feeling emotionally better.  I have stopped worrying about the poor world and I am smelling
the Roses.....literally  because Paul gave me a dozen red roses for Valentines day.  He said it must
   of been hard for me when he was in hospital and thanked me.
        Well I still love ya ALL..... bless you and the rest of the world.   I am on the roller coaster ride
  and it does get a bit bumpy with all the ups and downs.     Bye for now.  Kisses and hugs
2/12/2008

I died my hair shocking Pink

 After I had shocking pink hair, and pink cowgirl boots,  I tried to die it blonde again......
it took two times, still it is pink but lite pink.
    What was I trying to prove or say?
    I am so glad to be talking to a few of  you.... it is hard for me.  I am depressed I admit or is
it post tramatic stress??????????? 
   I just know I am trying everything to get my heart pieced togather
     see ya later alligators.
 
1/24/2008

Going to the snow for a few days

 My Hubby has decided to go back to work even if he is still handicapped.  He certainly can not do the stuff he used to do, but ordering and paperwork and sales.
  So he seems more happy and asked me and my neice and nephew to go up to the snow.
                 WE ARE GOING TO GO UP BY TAHOE  THERE IS A KIDS SNOW PARK.... thats where I been before.  BOY it is cold.
                             SO I WILL BE BACK SOON
1/18/2008

Hello my sweet friends

Hi.... I walked the dog in the nice sunshine, but one day was very windy.  We vaccumed out our jeeps yesterday.
Paul finally got out of bed, and smiled.  I think he is going to try to go back to work on 29th of this month... but he is  not well still and his
arm does not bend.    I visited one old friend.  And asked my doctor to arrange counciling sessions but have not heard yet back.
I am doing alittle better.  Joey my nephew is coming today he is sick, and I will watch him.
A special hello to Stephen my dearest!    all my love to you all.  Be back soon.
1/12/2008

Shannon so precious and dear

Hey Do not know if you can see the cute pictures.... But it was so nice to have someone send this message.  Very special lady.  Thank YOU
WATCH THE LITTLE ELF BELOW--
IT'S CUTE!!!, but don't forget to scroll down!!!    



Hello There Nice  Person
Did Anyone  Ever Tell You,
Just  How Special You Are
The Light that You Emit
Might even Light a Star

Did Anyone Ever Tell You
How Importat Yu Make Others Feel
Somebody out here is Smiling
About Love that is so Real

Did Anyone Ever Tell You that
Many Times When They were Sad
Your E-mail made Them Smile a bit
In Fact It made Them Glad



For the Time You Spend Sending Things
And Sharing whatever You Find
There are No Words to Thank You
But Somebody, Thinks You're Fine


Did  Anyone Ever Tell You

Just How Much They Like You
Well, My Dearest Friend
Today I am Telling You



I HOPE I GET THIS BACK
I believe that without a
friend you are missing out on a lot!!!

Don't be confused by friends and
acquaintances, there is a difference!


BUT, you have to send it right now!!

But don't just send it back, send it on to everyone..

Have a nice day, and I'm glad we are friends!!!

THIS IS A HAND OF FRIENDSHIP

YOU MUST PASS IT TO  AT LEAST 4 FRIENDS!!






The Wave ----- keep it going

Just wanted to say Hi,

AND HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT DAY
 
1/11/2008

I AM BACK

Well this is the story of a girl named linda she was on line and made lots of friends.
Then one day the sky fell, and she melted away.
But a lady in India says "HEY!" Come on line once aday.... and
I cleaned up my space and started again to play.
9/29/2007

Talking about I WHERE IS SANJANA GONE?

 

 

Where is my precious Sanjana? It is two months gone from the computer, that is a very long time.......

here is poem from her spirit.............

 
 

I !!!!!!!!!!!!!

I fear my creativity

For it compels me explore the unknown

 

I fear my dreams

For they make me question my comfort

 

I fear my heart

For it shows no reason when it comes to loving

 

I fear my faith

For it narrows my vision

 

I fear my beliefs

Because they make me conform

 

I fear my knowledge

For it makes me slow to change….

 

I fear my mind

Coz it makes me question my every move

 

I fear not anyone, nor anything

I fear just myself.

 

I, is someone I can’t put aside

I, I have to see every day in the mirror

I, is always watching me

I, is there looking at me each time I make a wrong move

I, tells me I am wrong, before anyone else can

I, keeps me awake when I have silenced other voices of dissent.

I, keeps me knock, knocking on heavens door

 

I cant get away from I.

I is what makes me, me.

And yet I try to get away from I

Each day in every way possible I try hard not to listen to I

I fear that if I listen to I , I will have to take responsibility for all my actions

Its easier to pass the buck, and blame my fortune

 

I have to find the courage to believe in I

I is what will get me past all my struggles

If only I would listen to I, I wouldn’t be looking for answers

I wouldn’t be here trying to figure me……………………………

Each of us is our best judge. Each of us our best guide. If we look hard enough and long enough we will find that the answers are all there right there within us.  

8/23/2007

WHO makes a difference? People with Faith and Dreams

Hello Hello Hello, It is so nice to speak to you.  I will Catch you up on what I have been doing....
But first I have displayed my friend Ron of Moroccan dreams..........he is a wonderful person
with FAITH and DREAMS..... we can all share and learn from him.............
I love this world, It is so BIG and full of adventures and fun and oh so beauty! the
beauty is everywhere I look. And I smile at all the people I meet.  We are all ONE the Same.

Hello dear friends,

 

Stop by and check out the latest project at http://www.littlebookofman.org

 

Once Upon A Time On Planet Earth, on August 6, 1945 at 8:15 AM, the first atomic bomb was dropped on a civilian population in Hiroshima, Japan, killing 80,000 people instantly, and at least 60,000 since then have died, thus marking the beginning of the Nuclear Arms Race.

 

Sixty-two years later, on August 6, 2007 at 8:15 AM, participants from around the globe took a single photograph.

 

“The belief that a single human being can make a difference, gives life to this innovative project. Remembering a single moment in history is the very essence of this global photographic endeavor.”

 

“Once Upon a Time on Planet Earth” is our contribution to today’s global dialogue - an essay from the unique and collective perspectives of the photographers who have chosen to participate in this experience.

 

All of the photographs in this online exhibition were taken at 8:15 AM on August 6, 2007 in each of the time zones and countries represented, to pay tribute to those lost on this date in 1945.  I have not yet completed downloading all of the entries, but I thought you might like to see the incredible stories the photographers chose to share.

 

Peace,

Ron 

8/2/2007

Talking about To My Friends at the Museum of Tolerance, Los Angeles, CA

 

  Some of Ron........Moroccan Dreams......I have been away so long, I am playing

  catch up with all my favorite people in the wonderful world!!!  He is so COOL

To My Friends at the Museum of Tolerance, Los Angeles, CA
The "Museum of Tolerance" is the perfect example of the past and the future working together in perfect harmony.
"The Survivors" of the past, working side by side with the leaders of tomorrow, teaching together what the world has yet to learn. "Tolerance" is not just a right. It is a necessity.
Without tolerance the world will cease to be.
 
"We are the creators of our own destiny. No one has the right to choose but us."
 
That is the lesson we must remember to teach one another.
 
You Are What You Teach
 
 
 
Much love and Appreciation to all of my friends at the "Museum of Tolerance"
in Los Angeles, CA.
 
My years of service at the museum have been the most rewarding and fulfilling years of my life.  Thank you for allowing me to share in the vision!
 
    
    
 
Love, Ron
8/1/2007

bEAUTY COMES TO ME FROM MY FRIEND KAT... SO I SHARE

Subject: A special gift for you...Enjoy

 

 

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

i AM ATTACHING PHOTOS OF MY PRIVATE FUNERAL FOR jIM.... MY EX~HUSBAND AND SOMEONE WHO ROCKED MY WORLD...............A DEATH IS SO FINAL.  AND A MOMENT SO REAL!       i HAD 6 WEEKS OF ETERNAL LIFE WITH THIS MAN.

SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTOOD MY BELIEFS AND HOW I FELT AND WHAT LIFE IS.....

    IT WAS HIS MIND THAT I LOVED SO SO MUCH.    BUT I AM STILL THE SAME,  ONE.

7/31/2007

Where have you been Mrs. Rainbow?

 I can see further than I ever thought I could.......
 
Hello , I am still around and kicking up my feet.
 
So nobody fret, please.
 
I am having a yard sell this sunday because I am broke.
I have been very busy helping everyone I run into....
had a few B~B~ Ques and picnics.
 
been on a lot of walks
 
been helping  a shut in and a few handicapped people
been getting food for the hungry and things very productive.
 
I know I have learned alot of lessons of life these two months.
 
Most important I love life................PEACE AND LOVE
 
* good news is my nephew Steven came to visit , been about five years
since I seen him and his art is fantastic! and he is just 23 and adorable
here is his place on computer if you like art...
Steevn.deviantart.com    He just returned from trip to Europe and Italy
He hand sketched in front of "DAVID" the statue ... his sketches are
outstandingly beautiful... and shows his depth of love.
 
My Ex~husband I went to rose garden and had a private funeral for him
and with Nina gone and his passing I learn the beauty of life and how
fragil each day can be.   I had an enternity in one single moment, a life time
in only a few minutes...........
 
I feel good that I have helped some people along my path.
 
I look at each smile very carefully.  Potental friends are everywhere
If you take the time, and look hard.
 
Resting my hands today, but my mind is busy and wants to play he he he.
 
I have made promises, and want to fullfill them... but money is proventing
me, I do not like to make a promise then break it, it makes me feel icky.
 
Thank you my dear friends, Sanjana, Hmad, Daffy, Mazi, Stephen, Ramma
jorge and all the others I have touched in a small way.
 
I would like to go threw my list and visit each one soon.  I do not make
light of the people here on the computer land.  I will get into my white limo and speed the internet highway to stop in and give warm wishes and hugs soon.
 
Bless this world, may we all be ONE  
5/21/2007

Hello from this ole Hippy in California, I am still kicking up my heals

May the sun shine on you and cover you
with warmth and love, may the moon shine down and bless your dreams.
TODAY WAS JOEY'S 5TH BIRTHDAY AND WE HAD A VERY NICE TIME WITH PAUL,
AND HIS SISTER CASSIE.... WE LET HIM BAKE THE CAKE HIMSELF.
THE WEATHER WAS SO NICE WE TOOK LONG WALK BY THE SEASIDE ( NOT pAUL)
HE DOES NOT GO FAR YET.     LOOKS LIKE MY LIFE IS GETTING A BIT SLOWER
AND SCHOOL IS ALMOST OUT, SO I WILL HAVE MORE TIME FOR MYSELF.
I MISS MY INTERNET FRIENDS AND NEED A BIG CATCH UP VERY SOON.
I WILL POST A FEW MORE PICTURES OF WHAT I BEEN UP TO THIS LAST TWO WEEKS.  I LOVE RON, SANJANA AND ADAM AND STEPHEN WHO HAVE NEVER
GIVEN UP ON ME.......AND THEN THE OTHERS HERE , AND A FEW WHO JUST
EMAIL ME OR TRY TO CHAT AT ME.   I PLAN TO STILL GO TO MOROCCO IN
OCTOBER! SOMEHOW SOMEWAY............. BUT SENDING PEACE AND LOVE
AND MUCH THANKS TO ALL OF YOU.   SMELL THE ROSES AND LISTEN TO THE
BIRDS THEY HAVE MUCH TO SAY.  BYE FOR NOW SEE YOU ALL SOON.
5/13/2007

mUM'S thE wORD = LOVE AND HAPPINESS, BLESS THIS DAY FOR ALL THE GALS

hELLO fRIENDS`~~~~~~~~~LONG TIME SINCE I STOPPED IN TO TELL YOU HOW I BEEN.
THIS IS WEEK OF TRIAL, FOR THE CUSTODY OF MY PRINCE LITTLE JOEY.  WE HUNTED FOR
THREE DAYS AND FINAL CAUGHT A BLUE BELLY LIZARD NAMED "SPARKLES"
I HAVE BEEN INVESTIGATED BY THE SOCIAL WORKER AND MY HOUSE INSPECTED
I JUST PRAY THAT THEY DO NOT ADOPT MY LITTLE FIVE YEAR OLD NEPHEW .
SO  IF YOU READ THIS ,  PLEASE PRAY FOR OUR MESSED UP FAMILY..... YOUR PRAYERS SAVED MY HUSBAND PAUL, THANK YOU VERY MUCH.         SENDING MY LOVE TO EVERYONE AND I HAVE NEVER FORGOT ANYONE OF YOU SPECIAL PEOPLE AND FRIENDS.      IN LIFE EVERY DAY IS A NEW BEGINNING..............SO I AM  LETTING YOU KNOW I HAVE BEEN SO SO BUSY BUT I BEEN TAKING LOTS OF PICTURES SO CHECK OUT MY ESCAPADEDS IN LIFE
TRINKA FIVE TRINKA FIVE TRINKA FIVE...WHOOSH! ( THE LIZARD IS WHAT JOEY WANTED FOR HIS FIFTH BIRTHDAY ) LATER ALIGATORS , ALOHA
4/12/2007

BEEN BUSY GETTING JOEY FROM FOSTER HOME NOW HAVE A COLD

THOUGHT i WOULD HOP OVER HERE QUICKLY TO LET YOU ALL KNOW i AM FIND
pAUL IS DUE TO COME HOME SOON AND HE WILL STILL BE IN WHEEL CHAIR
BUT HE IS PROGRESSING SLOWLY, I AM PROUD TO TELL  YOU ALL HE WILL BE FINE WITH SOME TIME.
 
GOT MY LITTLE NEPHEW OUT OF CHILD CUSTODY , HAD TO GO TO COURT
SO BEEN BUSY WITH HIM GETTING THINGS OK
 
i NOW CAUGHT A BAD COLD, MOSTLY FEVER... I AM VERY HOT! 101 TEMPERATURE
BEEN IN BED ALL YESTERDAY.
 
HAD SOME DENTAL WORK DONE ALSO, SO i HAVE BEEN VERY BUSY!!!!!!!!!!!
 
MY HEART IS WITH YOU GUYS HERE, YOU ARE MY FRIENDS AND HAVE HELPED ME THREW THE
GOOD AND BAD.  THANK YOU SO MUCH.
 
I SPEND MY TIME LIVING LIFE , AND I AM NOT ON THIS COMPUTER SO MUCH ANYMORE.
SORRY.  BUT PRIORITIES FIRST.
 
I WILL KEEP IN TOUCH , I WILL BE BACK I PROMISE,  I MISS YOU SO SO SO MUCH.
PEACE AND BIG HUGS AND KISSES FROM ME TO YOU.
3/26/2007

Paul and Linda's Update... I feel like a chatter box

Paul is great... today they took the trac out of his neck!
                                  He shaved and can eat and call me on phone, still a bit shakey...
He tried to stand today, with the help of three people.   Lots of his friends have
visited him, so that is wonderful.   I just wanted to update you, that I had a tooth pulled
and got to drive over the big mountain to Santa Cruz for a doctor appointment in the
morning, been raining so gots to be careful over the windy highway.
 
   I feel pretty good, every day is a new beginning...................
 
my son sent me this today email, thought I would share, because I like Shirley alot,
and my son knows that.....................OOOps It did not copy, well I will put it on soon
just was some quotes from a famous lady that I had pleasure of seeing dance on
stage...
 
I miss miss miss you all.  I am here in spirit,  the path we walk has been exciting
each day I wake up and just creat love as I go on my merry way.
 
peace peace peace peace peace peace peace
 
i got new pictures to post! it is so late... i just gotta get some rest.  love you and will be back shortly and check out you folks lifes path , i care what you say, and think. I love
how loving you all are and helpful ......
 
3/15/2007

Talking about Once Upon a Time on Planet Earth

  i AM NOT QUITE WITH IT YET.... BUT GIVE ME A BIT MORE TIME CAUSE I LOVE LIFE!

  LET THE SUN SHINE BRIGHT ON THIS DAY!  LET US ALL KNOW WE ARE ONE THE SAME...........PEACE ON EARTH.

BEST WISHES TO RON, WHO'S IDEAS INSPIRE ME AND MAKE ME SMILE AND BELIEVE ALL THE MORE IN MIRACLES!

Once Upon a Time on Planet Earth
Once Upon a Time on Planet Earth





A Global Photographic Project
sponsored by
The Little Book of Man
and
"MOROCCAN DREAMS"


THE IDEA
Once Upon a Time on Planet Earth there was an event so big that it changed the course of humankind. An event that shook the Earth to its very core. It is an event we are destined to see again if we do not change the course of world affairs.

WHAT WAS THIS EVENT? Can you guess? The details of this event are well known and will be revealed at a later date.

The idea is to get people from all over the globe to participate in a single project to photograph their part of the world on August 6 at exactly 8:15am .........(the exact time and date of this historic world altering event). The project will be limited to 200 participants. For more details on this project contact me at littlebookofman@hotmail.com Please include your full name, the country you represent, and what you think this WORLD ALTERING EVENT was. Remember, the date is AUGUST 6 at 8:15am.

The photographs taken on this exact day and time will be used to create an Online Exhibition to commemorate this WORLD ALTERING EVENT. It is my hope that this can become an annual event with participants from around the world.

I AM ALSO ASKING THAT MY MSN SPACES FRIENDS REPOST THIS ANNOUNCEMENT ON THEIR WEB PAGES....And ask your space readers to do the same. The more we spread the word, the more successful this project will be.

THANK YOU IN ADVANCE FOR YOUR PARTICIPATION! KEEP THE PEACE!


UPDATE
The latest update of participating countries and web-sites


AMERICA -     5 Participants
AUSTRALIA - 2 Participants
BELGIUM -     1 Participant
CANADA -       1 Participant
CHINA -         2 Participants
EGYPT -         1 Participant
FRANCE -       1 Participant
RUSSIA -      1 Participant
MOROCCO -   1 Participant
UKRAINE -    1 Participant
TURKEY -     1 Participant

The number of participants is growing! Join today and become a part of a global Photographic Project by writing to littlebookofman@hotmail.com and to recieve more information about this growing effort.

There are a growing number of web-sites that are now helping the effort to publicize this event. Stop by and offer them your support.
PARTICIPANTS  (incomplete listing)
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
SUPPORTERS  (incomplete listing)
 
 
 
 
 
MORE SPACES COMING SOON!

I encourage everyone to help spread the word by sharing this announcement with friends and organizations.

THANK YOU to all of the new visitors to this space for the wonderful words of support and encouragement in this effort, your support is greatly appreciated, and to the Editors of MSN for making MOROCCAN DREAMS the FEATURED SPACE of the WEEK.

Join the conversation by joining the YouTube Group LITTLE BOOK OF MAN PEACE PROJECT


3/13/2007

VERY SUNNY DAYS HERE AND PAUL IS DOING VERY GOOD

THANK YOU EVERYONE!!!!...................THE LUNG IS OK FOR NOW MAYBE
NEED ANOTHER TUBE PUT IN IT, BUT GOOD NEWS IS FRIENDS HAVE
BEEN COMING TO VISIT PAUL, AND THAT IS MAKING HIS SPIRIT BETTER.
I HAVE DELETED THE COMA PICTURE BECAUSE HE DOES NOT LOOK LIKE
THAT ANYMORE.  HE HAS A NICE HAIR CUT AND SHAVE.  HE IS BEING MOVED
TODAY TO THE SIXTH FLOOR OF HOSPITAL... IT HAS A FANTASTIC VIEW
AND IS HIS PRIVATE ROOM JUST FOR HIM.  HIS ARMS AND LEGS STILL DO
NOT MOVE, BUT THEY PLAN TO START WORKING ON HIS MUSCLE STRENGTH.
TOMORROW IS THE "BIG DAY" TO SEE IF HE PASSES ALL TESTS AND CAN
EAT AND DRINK.......HE IS PRAYING FOR THIS!    HIS KIDNEYS IS ALL GOOD
NOW PEE IS JUST FINE.  HE IS THE ONLY PERSON IN HISTORY THAT EVER
RECOVERED FROM THIS PROPOFOL INFUSION SYDROM AND HIS CASE
WILL BE USED TO HELP OTHERS IN FUTURE.
I OF CORSE AND SO HAPPY,
MY SISTER WILL LIVE WHAT EVER HAPPENS TO HER IN  JAIL
BUT I WORRY ABOUT LITTLE JOEY.  HAVE NOT HEARD ANYTHING YET ABOUT
WHAT THEY ARE GOING TO DO WITH HIM.
I TODAY FOUND OUT THE MAILING INFORMATION FOR MY SISTER AND
WILL MAIL HER LETTER AND SOME MONEY TOMORROW.
I APPRECIATE ALL YOUR SUPPORT, AND PRAYERS AND YES POSSITIVE THINKING
IS THE ANSWER TO EVERYTHING ......I BELIEVE IN MIRACLES AND POWER OF
EACH OF US.  WE ARE ALL JUST "one'  ALL MY BEST AND LOVE     LINDA
3/8/2007

They took the nose tube out and put it back in and punctured his left lung

He was in good spirits but then they took out his nose tube and made a hole in his left lung,
so he has surgery tonight to drain and inflate it back.....he is sleeping now so came home.
The collapsed lung they say is very rare to happen.... IS paul going to get all the rare things?
I think this could of been avoided but the nurse was in too big a hurry calling out for help
nobody came to help her.... so she just said to me" he need his meds" and she yanked it out!
yes I was there at the time.  It was exrayed and was clear just needed to be pushed in several
inches, If she would of gone get help , none of this would of happen.  She was having a bad day.....
Paul also claims he was dropped last night onto the floor and hurt his knee and hit his head.
I have got the physical therapist to agree he does not need to be lifted into the chair, that
she can work on him sitting straight up in bed.  So then they do not have to lift him
until they move him to another floor, I pray.
Seems like each shift of people are all new and do not know what they are doing, and over
worked and the place is a big mess supplies everywhere, no organization.
So after 35 days this is life in the Intensive Care Unit,  I have seen alot! two died today.
understaffed, confussed people running around with out a clue it seems to me.
I just want to get him out of there and into his own room.
they say anyday.... but his suctioning of his trek is the draw back cause he has lots of muccus in his
lungs still.
My sister got arrested at the park for an old five year old warrant... they took her to another
city where it happened, she had no way to call to have little Joey picked up... and when nobody
came the Social Workers took him.  We are trying to get him back.  Looks good nothing wrong at house
or with his life there, just because Felix is not his biological father is why they took him, but gosh
he has had him for four years........and the pain it is putting his sister, my neice threw is so sad
she is 14 , lost her mom , and brother in one day.
But, I think he will be returned soon,  and my sister had that problem weighing on her shoulder
for all this time, so it will be cleared up and she will not have anything to fear.
Do not know how long she will be gone yet........she said on phone maybe three months.
But has not been to court yet.
I am rattling on here.  This is my life this week.  I am home going to bed now, tired but still
think god works in mysterious ways they say, well I think all will work out for the best.
Paul will survive this small set back,  he was laughing today, you can almost here what he says
some words I can understand if you get up close to him.
Goodnight ,  Sorry I am not checking out your spaces.... I know you have wonderful things going on
and I am interested in you also.
sending love over the internet.  Peace    
3/4/2007

MIRACLES BUDDING SOON TOO BLOOM

THERE HAVE BEEN NURSES THAT HAVE COME BACK FROM A WEEK AGO AND
CRIED... TEARS OF UNBELIEF AND JOY.
THIS IS SO WONDERFUL, pAUL IS GOING TO BE MOVED TO A LESS ICU LEVEL.
NOT SO CRITICALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HE IS PUSHING HIMSELF SO MUCH, THATS THE KIND OF GUY HE IS
HE SETS UP NOW AND INSISTS ON DOING IT FOR VERY LONG TIMES
HE IS TRYING TO EXERCISE HIS BODY BACK.
HE SMILES A COUPLE OF TIMES
HE IS THRISTY LIKE CRAZY FOR WATER AND THEY LET ME GIVE HIM A LITTLE
STICK WITH A SPONGE ON THE END, AND i DIP IT IN WATER AND LET HIM SUCK IT...
BUT WE CHEATED AND SNEAKED HIM A FEW SMALL DRINKS AND HE LIVED.
WWE DO NOT WANT HIM TO ASPERATE AND CHOKE...... i TELL HIM i DO NOT
PLAN TO KILL YOU OFF AFTER ALL WE BEEN THREW.......
IT WAS A PEACEFUL DAY FELT ALMOST LIKE MYSELF BUT BETTER , YES BETTER.
FULL OF LIFE. I LOVE LIFE.LIFE IS SO DANG WONDERFUL!
YES THE WHITE OWLS ARE STILL LIVING IN THE PALM TREE ACROSS THE STREET.
WHAT AN UNUSUAL SOUND THEY MAKE CONSTANTLY AS THEY FLY.
SANJANA MY FRIEND SHE SENT TO ME THIS WONDERFUL STORY, I WILL PASS IT ON
TO PEOPLE.........INFACT SO MANY OF YOU ARE UP TO SOME PRETTY WONDERFUL AND
INTERESTING THINGS , i CAN NOT KEEP UP.  i AM PROUD OF YOU ALL. 
LET THE GOOD TIMES ROLL................................LOVE LINDA AND BIG KISSES.
GOOD NIGHT.
2/28/2007

All is going great so do not fret, and check out Ron's space

all is going well I am tired , but so so so happy..............
I am going to take a sleep.  But had to let you all know progress is going rapidly.
He may be able to talk in 3 to 5 days........  He is my precious you know.....
I love how much you cared and still do.
Here is something of interest from Ron of Moroccan Dreams ( he  is pretty special kinda guy full of heart and soul, and a bit of magic)
A Global Unity Project
sponsored by
The Little Book of Man
and
"MOROCCAN DREAMS"


THE IDEA
Once Upon a Time on Planet Earth there was an event so big that it changed the course of humankind. An event that shook the Earth to its very core. It is an event we are destined to see again if we do not change the course of world affairs.

WHAT WAS THIS EVENT? Can you guess? The details of this event are well known and will be revealed at a later date.

The idea is to get people from all over the globe to participate in a single project to photograph their part of the world on August 6 at exactly 8:15am .........(the exact time and date of this historic world altering event). The project will be limited to 200 participants. For more details on this project contact me at littlebookofman@hotmail.com include your full name, the country you represent, and what you think this WORLD ALTERING EVENT was. Remember, the date is AUGUST 6 at 8:15am.

The photographs taken on this exact day and time will be used to create an Online Exhibition to commemorate this WORLD ALTERING EVENT. It is my hope that this can become an annual event with participants from around the world.

I AM ALSO ASKING THAT MY MSN SPACES FRIENDS REPOST THIS ANNOUNCEMENT ON THEIR WEB PAGES....And ask your space readers to do the same. The more we spread the word, the more successful this project will be.

THANK YOU IN ADVANCE FOR YOUR PARTICIPATION! KEEP THE PEACE!
 
good night my friends I am off to neverland in my dreams, the white
capped mountains of sunny california just outside my window....
ONE THE SAME.....REMEMBER.   LINDA
2/25/2007

I AM ON TOP OF THE WORLD & FULL OF THANKS

SENDING OUT MY VIBES OF LOVE TO ALL OF YOU
PAUL IS TRYING TO SIT UP AND THINGS ARE PROGRESSING
HIS MIND IS THERE, AND HE CAN MOVE HIS BODY.
IT WILL TAKE A WHILE TO RECOVER..............
I CAN LAUGH , I CAN DANCE, I CAN SING....
I AM SO FULL OF LIFE AND LOVE.
THANK YOU GOD, THANK YOU ONE THE SAME.
LOVE FROM ME TO YOU. AND BIG KISSES
2/24/2007

It was all the prayers that saved him I am certain

yes jump for joy and dance around, I am on top of the world!
he can sgueeze my hand now and was awake all day
he can nod for yes and shake head for no.
he seems so allert, watching everything the nurses do to him
he is responding like the paul I know.  he does not seem drugged up
he is "all " there.  in time the tube will come out of his throat and then
he can talk.  time and rest now is what he needs.  I left because I thought
he should get some sleep.   he is breathing on his own not the machine
and his bloodpressure and heart rate and breathing is all calm.
it is a great miracle!  the prayers .... I know that is what did it.
the power of the human person is so big..........
thanks you a thousand times for healing my husband with me.
all my love Linda.  I made spagetti and going to rest now.
 
2/23/2007

MIRACLES DO HAPPEN

Last night when I thought I saw pauls toe move I was not crazy.
today he is so much better.... had the meeting with all the doctors this morning
and they said instead of discussing his probible death, that now he is
suddenly responding.  He is breathing on his own, blood pressure is ok
all the poison is out of his body, the anti biotics they will give to him for 14 days
his peeing is suppose to recover in one to two weeks.
he nodded his head for yes,  I told him to look at his doggies picture on the
wall and he did, his mother said can you move your toes and he did.
the doctors are all happy for us,  still he is seriously ill but he is on the road
to recovery now.  thank you all for your prayers and support.
I knew always with my heart he would make it.
they still do not know how much he knows, but I think he knows.
I left while they are changing his bedding and cleaning him up.
he does have a blood clot in his leg, they are giving blood thinner and
can exray that from his bed so that is good.
they doing ultra sounds of his heart each day now.
the rash they said is from the penicilian they gave him which we told them he
was allergic too.... but a dermotaligist took a scapping and will prescripe
an ointment for that.... you can not know the joy I am in today.
all my love Linda
2/22/2007

I will not give up my total faith

Love is a very powerful thing
the soul of each person is infinate
we are all ONE, we are all ONE THE SAME
 
news : well he had bad spell last night but today his fever is gone
and he is breathing perfect calm
his blood pressure is reasonable.
He is on twice as much pain medication, and antibiotics
he blinked his eyes for me today when I asked.
I swear I think he moved his big toe when I asked him to move his foot.
I was so surprised... was it my imagination, I think not?
I asked him to move his mouth or head if he knew I was there
and he did, big move of his head twice.....
doctor saw him respond this morning I am told.
 
The big meeting of all the family with the doctors is at 8:30 am in morning
so I will know more.  I do know this.... they say they are giving him
another two weeks, so I do not have to deal now with my mother inlaw
thinking she could not stand him in pain , or brain dead or paralized.
but, if she sees him tonight she will know he is not in pain and is relaxed.
I left him watching television,  we do not know if he hears or understands
but I do  I do  I do.... time will show this.
 
there is virus in his blood which caused all the problems last night
and fever of 103.4  his blood pressure dropped last night to below 70.
the started him on all possible ani biotics, and blood tests and cultures
show is virus in his blood, caused by anemonia in his lungs? hmmm
this I do not understand nor can spell.
 
But on way home there was big rainbow
and it had rained hard last night, and snow on mountain tops.
 
I am back to being very very possitive.....
and when I talk to him told him he is doing so well
congratulating him on his stength....
when we asked did he want the TV turned off he moved his head
and blinked a bunch and moved his mouth... I said see he is bored
and he knows whats up!
 
Keep those prayers coming they are working I know it.
thank you everybody.
It will be a big party when he makes it home.
PEACE & LOVE   linda