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5/2/2009 I HAVE / I HAVE NOT? NOBODY WANTS TO HEAR A NEY NEY PERSONHOW CAN I SAY WHAT I MEAN???? WHEN I LOST MY WAY AND DO NOT KNOW THE WAY BACK.
SO THERE IS NO BACK ANYWAY, AND ONLY JUST THE PRECIOUS MOMENT NOW...
I MISS ALL MY FRIENDS , SANJANA , DAFFY, MAZI ALL OF YOU THE LIST IS SO LONG....
I THANK MISTER BOB OUT OF THE KINDNESS OF HIS HEART SENT ME MONEY TO PAY
MY ELECTRIC BILL. THAT WAS WAY BEYOND THE CALL OF ANY DUTY IT WAS PURE GOODNESS.
MANY KISSES AND HUGS FOR HIM.
I STOPPPPPPPPPED DREAMING. I AM TIRED OF THE UPHILL BATTLES.
BUT I KNOW SO MANY OTHERS SUFFER MORE THAN I.
THERE WAS THE BEGINNING OF MY LIFE, THE MIDDLE AND NOW THIS FINAL STRETCH....
OF COURSE I KNOW THERE IS NO REAL "TIME"
I AM SORRY , I JUST CAN NOT OPEN UP AND SAY ANYTHING PROFOUND, I WONDER WHAT THE
COLLECTIVE FEELS LIKE.
OK, NO PROMISES WHEN I WILL CHECK BACK IN.
( IF I COULD CHANGE ANYTHING , I WOULD NOT WANT TO KNOW SO MUCH BAD IN LIFE, TO KNOW THE GOOD
CAN THERE ONLY BE GOOD? NO, BUT WHY SO MUCH????)
2/25/2008 COMPUTER IS IN TROUBLE BEEN TRYING TO RESTORE IT>                     Sorry I been fighting with my computer it has gone wacky.....
I have to buy some software to fix it.... but I only get paid
once per month. I am on tight budget!
I did go to the Intel computer museum, it was very informative and FREE , never knew it
was just up the road from me. Took kids to an arcade and played bunch of games.
It has been raining, so we did not go to San Francisco China Town Parade YEAR OF THE RAT.
I will take them to china town in April, perhaps my sister inlaw will come along.
I did get better, I have not worried about anyone or thing. I figured out I have no
control "so get used to it!" I do not know what I was thinking , I thought I could change the world
but the world is spinning so fast I can not run to keep up hehehe.....
I also let Jim my ex go.... released him to go to heaven. I feel alot better.
Thanks to someone nice talking to me and said take a day off of worring... think only of yourself.
and also something my neice said, out of mouth of babes.... This world is weird and they are making
her start to worry from things they teaching her at school.... SOOOOOOOO just so you know
I am feeling emotionally better. I have stopped worrying about the poor world and I am smelling
the Roses.....literally because Paul gave me a dozen red roses for Valentines day. He said it must
of been hard for me when he was in hospital and thanked me.
Well I still love ya ALL..... bless you and the rest of the world. I am on the roller coaster ride
and it does get a bit bumpy with all the ups and downs. Bye for now. Kisses and hugs 2/12/2008 I died my hair shocking Pink After I had shocking pink hair, and pink cowgirl boots, I tried to die it blonde again......
it took two times, still it is pink but lite pink.
What was I trying to prove or say?
I am so glad to be talking to a few of you.... it is hard for me. I am depressed I admit or is
it post tramatic stress???????????
I just know I am trying everything to get my heart pieced togather
see ya later alligators.
1/24/2008 Going to the snow for a few days My Hubby has decided to go back to work even if he is still handicapped. He certainly can not do the stuff he used to do, but ordering and paperwork and sales.
So he seems more happy and asked me and my neice and nephew to go up to the snow.
WE ARE GOING TO GO UP BY TAHOE THERE IS A KIDS SNOW PARK.... thats where I been before. BOY it is cold.
SO I WILL BE BACK SOON 1/18/2008 Hello my sweet friendsHi.... I walked the dog in the nice sunshine, but one day was very windy. We vaccumed out our jeeps yesterday.
Paul finally got out of bed, and smiled. I think he is going to try to go back to work on 29th of this month... but he is not well still and his
arm does not bend. I visited one old friend. And asked my doctor to arrange counciling sessions but have not heard yet back.
I am doing alittle better. Joey my nephew is coming today he is sick, and I will watch him.
A special hello to Stephen my dearest! all my love to you all. Be back soon. 1/12/2008 Shannon so precious and dear
Hey Do not know if you can see the cute pictures.... But it was so nice to have someone send this message. Very special lady. Thank YOU
WATCH THE LITTLE ELF BELOW--
IT'S CUTE!!!, but don't forget to scroll down!!!
Hello There Nice Person Did Anyone Ever Tell You, Just How Special You Are The Light that You Emit Might even Light a Star Did Anyone Ever Tell You How Importat Yu Make Others Feel Somebody out here is Smiling About Love that is so Real Did Anyone Ever Tell You that Many Times When They were Sad Your E-mail made Them Smile a bit In Fact It made Them Glad For the Time You Spend Sending Things And Sharing whatever You Find There are No Words to Thank You But Somebody, Thinks You're Fine Did Anyone Ever Tell You Just How Much They Like You Well, My Dearest Friend Today I am Telling You I HOPE I GET THIS BACK I believe that without a friend you are missing out on a lot!!! Don't be confused by friends and acquaintances, there is a difference! BUT, you have to send it right now!! But don't just send it back, send it on to everyone.. Have a nice day, and I'm glad we are friends!!! THIS IS A HAND OF FRIENDSHIP YOU MUST PASS IT TO AT LEAST 4 FRIENDS!! The Wave ----- keep it going Just wanted to say Hi, AND HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT DAY 1/11/2008 I AM BACKWell this is the story of a girl named linda she was on line and made lots of friends.
Then one day the sky fell, and she melted away.
But a lady in India says "HEY!" Come on line once aday.... and
I cleaned up my space and started again to play. 9/29/2007 Talking about I WHERE IS SANJANA GONE?
8/23/2007 WHO makes a difference? People with Faith and DreamsHello Hello Hello, It is so nice to speak to you. I will Catch you up on what I have been doing....
But first I have displayed my friend Ron of Moroccan dreams..........he is a wonderful person
with FAITH and DREAMS..... we can all share and learn from him.............
I love this world, It is so BIG and full of adventures and fun and oh so beauty! the
beauty is everywhere I look. And I smile at all the people I meet. We are all ONE the Same.
Hello dear friends,
Stop by and check out the latest project at http://www.littlebookofman.org
Once Upon A Time On Planet Earth, on August 6, 1945 at 8:15 AM, the first atomic bomb was dropped on a civilian population in Hiroshima, Japan, killing 80,000 people instantly, and at least 60,000 since then have died, thus marking the beginning of the Nuclear Arms Race.
Sixty-two years later, on August 6, 2007 at 8:15 AM, participants from around the globe took a single photograph.
“The belief that a single human being can make a difference, gives life to this innovative project. Remembering a single moment in history is the very essence of this global photographic endeavor.”
“Once Upon a Time on Planet Earth” is our contribution to today’s global dialogue - an essay from the unique and collective perspectives of the photographers who have chosen to participate in this experience.
All of the photographs in this online exhibition were taken at 8:15 AM on August 6, 2007 in each of the time zones and countries represented, to pay tribute to those lost on this date in 1945. I have not yet completed downloading all of the entries, but I thought you might like to see the incredible stories the photographers chose to share.
Peace, Ron 8/2/2007 Talking about To My Friends at the Museum of Tolerance, Los Angeles, CA
Some of Ron........Moroccan Dreams......I have been away so long, I am playing catch up with all my favorite people in the wonderful world!!! He is so COOL To My Friends at the Museum of Tolerance, Los Angeles, CA 8/1/2007 bEAUTY COMES TO ME FROM MY FRIEND KAT... SO I SHARESubject: A special gift for you...Enjoy
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin. i AM ATTACHING PHOTOS OF MY PRIVATE FUNERAL FOR jIM.... MY EX~HUSBAND AND SOMEONE WHO ROCKED MY WORLD...............A DEATH IS SO FINAL. AND A MOMENT SO REAL! i HAD 6 WEEKS OF ETERNAL LIFE WITH THIS MAN.
SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTOOD MY BELIEFS AND HOW I FELT AND WHAT LIFE IS.....
IT WAS HIS MIND THAT I LOVED SO SO MUCH. BUT I AM STILL THE SAME, ONE. 7/31/2007 Where have you been Mrs. Rainbow? I can see further than I ever thought I could.......
Hello , I am still around and kicking up my feet.
So nobody fret, please.
I am having a yard sell this sunday because I am broke.
I have been very busy helping everyone I run into....
had a few B~B~ Ques and picnics.
been on a lot of walks
been helping a shut in and a few handicapped people
been getting food for the hungry and things very productive.
I know I have learned alot of lessons of life these two months.
Most important I love life................PEACE AND LOVE
* good news is my nephew Steven came to visit , been about five years
since I seen him and his art is fantastic! and he is just 23 and adorable
here is his place on computer if you like art...
Steevn.deviantart.com He just returned from trip to Europe and Italy
He hand sketched in front of "DAVID" the statue ... his sketches are
outstandingly beautiful... and shows his depth of love.
My Ex~husband I went to rose garden and had a private funeral for him
and with Nina gone and his passing I learn the beauty of life and how
fragil each day can be. I had an enternity in one single moment, a life time
in only a few minutes...........
I feel good that I have helped some people along my path.
I look at each smile very carefully. Potental friends are everywhere
If you take the time, and look hard.
Resting my hands today, but my mind is busy and wants to play he he he.
I have made promises, and want to fullfill them... but money is proventing
me, I do not like to make a promise then break it, it makes me feel icky.
Thank you my dear friends, Sanjana, Hmad, Daffy, Mazi, Stephen, Ramma
jorge and all the others I have touched in a small way.
I would like to go threw my list and visit each one soon. I do not make
light of the people here on the computer land. I will get into my white limo and speed the internet highway to stop in and give warm wishes and hugs soon.
Bless this world, may we all be ONE 5/21/2007 Hello from this ole Hippy in California, I am still kicking up my heals May the sun shine on you and cover youwith warmth and love, may the moon shine down and bless your dreams.
TODAY WAS JOEY'S 5TH BIRTHDAY AND WE HAD A VERY NICE TIME WITH PAUL,
AND HIS SISTER CASSIE.... WE LET HIM BAKE THE CAKE HIMSELF.
THE WEATHER WAS SO NICE WE TOOK LONG WALK BY THE SEASIDE ( NOT pAUL)
HE DOES NOT GO FAR YET. LOOKS LIKE MY LIFE IS GETTING A BIT SLOWER
AND SCHOOL IS ALMOST OUT, SO I WILL HAVE MORE TIME FOR MYSELF.
I MISS MY INTERNET FRIENDS AND NEED A BIG CATCH UP VERY SOON.
I WILL POST A FEW MORE PICTURES OF WHAT I BEEN UP TO THIS LAST TWO WEEKS. I LOVE RON, SANJANA AND ADAM AND STEPHEN WHO HAVE NEVER
GIVEN UP ON ME.......AND THEN THE OTHERS HERE , AND A FEW WHO JUST
EMAIL ME OR TRY TO CHAT AT ME. I PLAN TO STILL GO TO MOROCCO IN
OCTOBER! SOMEHOW SOMEWAY............. BUT SENDING PEACE AND LOVE
AND MUCH THANKS TO ALL OF YOU.
 SMELL THE ROSES AND LISTEN TO THEBIRDS THEY HAVE MUCH TO SAY. BYE FOR NOW SEE YOU ALL SOON. 5/13/2007 mUM'S thE wORD = LOVE AND HAPPINESS, BLESS THIS DAY FOR ALL THE GALS hELLO fRIENDS`~~~~~~~~~LONG TIME SINCE I STOPPED IN TO TELL YOU HOW I BEEN.
THIS IS WEEK OF TRIAL, FOR THE CUSTODY OF MY PRINCE LITTLE JOEY. WE HUNTED FOR
THREE DAYS AND FINAL CAUGHT A BLUE BELLY LIZARD NAMED "SPARKLES"
I HAVE BEEN INVESTIGATED BY THE SOCIAL WORKER AND MY HOUSE INSPECTED
I JUST PRAY THAT THEY DO NOT ADOPT MY LITTLE FIVE YEAR OLD NEPHEW .
SO IF YOU READ THIS , PLEASE PRAY FOR OUR MESSED UP FAMILY..... YOUR PRAYERS SAVED MY HUSBAND PAUL, THANK YOU VERY MUCH.
 SENDING MY LOVE TO EVERYONE AND I HAVE NEVER FORGOT ANYONE OF YOU SPECIAL PEOPLE AND FRIENDS. IN LIFE EVERY DAY IS A NEW BEGINNING..............SO I AM LETTING YOU KNOW I HAVE BEEN SO SO BUSY BUT I BEEN TAKING LOTS OF PICTURES SO CHECK OUT MY ESCAPADEDS IN LIFETRINKA FIVE TRINKA FIVE TRINKA FIVE...WHOOSH! ( THE LIZARD IS WHAT JOEY WANTED FOR HIS FIFTH BIRTHDAY ) LATER ALIGATORS , ALOHA 4/12/2007 BEEN BUSY GETTING JOEY FROM FOSTER HOME NOW HAVE A COLDTHOUGHT i WOULD HOP OVER HERE QUICKLY TO LET YOU ALL KNOW i AM FIND
pAUL IS DUE TO COME HOME SOON AND HE WILL STILL BE IN WHEEL CHAIR
BUT HE IS PROGRESSING SLOWLY, I AM PROUD TO TELL YOU ALL HE WILL BE FINE WITH SOME TIME.
GOT MY LITTLE NEPHEW OUT OF CHILD CUSTODY , HAD TO GO TO COURT
SO BEEN BUSY WITH HIM GETTING THINGS OK
i NOW CAUGHT A BAD COLD, MOSTLY FEVER... I AM VERY HOT! 101 TEMPERATURE
BEEN IN BED ALL YESTERDAY.
HAD SOME DENTAL WORK DONE ALSO, SO i HAVE BEEN VERY BUSY!!!!!!!!!!!
MY HEART IS WITH YOU GUYS HERE, YOU ARE MY FRIENDS AND HAVE HELPED ME THREW THE
GOOD AND BAD. THANK YOU SO MUCH.
I SPEND MY TIME LIVING LIFE , AND I AM NOT ON THIS COMPUTER SO MUCH ANYMORE.
SORRY. BUT PRIORITIES FIRST.
I WILL KEEP IN TOUCH , I WILL BE BACK I PROMISE, I MISS YOU SO SO SO MUCH.
PEACE AND BIG HUGS AND KISSES FROM ME TO YOU. 3/26/2007 Paul and Linda's Update... I feel like a chatter boxPaul is great... today they took the trac out of his neck!
He shaved and can eat and call me on phone, still a bit shakey...
He tried to stand today, with the help of three people. Lots of his friends have
visited him, so that is wonderful. I just wanted to update you, that I had a tooth pulled
and got to drive over the big mountain to Santa Cruz for a doctor appointment in the
morning, been raining so gots to be careful over the windy highway.
I feel pretty good, every day is a new beginning...................
my son sent me this today email, thought I would share, because I like Shirley alot,
and my son knows that.....................OOOps It did not copy, well I will put it on soon
just was some quotes from a famous lady that I had pleasure of seeing dance on
stage...
I miss miss miss you all. I am here in spirit, the path we walk has been exciting
each day I wake up and just creat love as I go on my merry way.
peace peace peace peace peace peace peace
i got new pictures to post! it is so late... i just gotta get some rest. love you and will be back shortly and check out you folks lifes path , i care what you say, and think. I love
how loving you all are and helpful ......
3/15/2007 Talking about Once Upon a Time on Planet Earthi AM NOT QUITE WITH IT YET.... BUT GIVE ME A BIT MORE TIME CAUSE I LOVE LIFE! LET THE SUN SHINE BRIGHT ON THIS DAY! LET US ALL KNOW WE ARE ONE THE SAME...........PEACE ON EARTH. BEST WISHES TO RON, WHO'S IDEAS INSPIRE ME AND MAKE ME SMILE AND BELIEVE ALL THE MORE IN MIRACLES! Once Upon a Time on Planet Earth 3/13/2007 VERY SUNNY DAYS HERE AND PAUL IS DOING VERY GOODTHANK YOU EVERYONE!!!!...................THE LUNG IS OK FOR NOW MAYBE
NEED ANOTHER TUBE PUT IN IT, BUT GOOD NEWS IS FRIENDS HAVE
BEEN COMING TO VISIT PAUL, AND THAT IS MAKING HIS SPIRIT BETTER.
I HAVE DELETED THE COMA PICTURE BECAUSE HE DOES NOT LOOK LIKE
THAT ANYMORE. HE HAS A NICE HAIR CUT AND SHAVE. HE IS BEING MOVED
TODAY TO THE SIXTH FLOOR OF HOSPITAL... IT HAS A FANTASTIC VIEW
AND IS HIS PRIVATE ROOM JUST FOR HIM. HIS ARMS AND LEGS STILL DO
NOT MOVE, BUT THEY PLAN TO START WORKING ON HIS MUSCLE STRENGTH.
TOMORROW IS THE "BIG DAY" TO SEE IF HE PASSES ALL TESTS AND CAN
EAT AND DRINK.......HE IS PRAYING FOR THIS! HIS KIDNEYS IS ALL GOOD
NOW PEE IS JUST FINE. HE IS THE ONLY PERSON IN HISTORY THAT EVER
RECOVERED FROM THIS PROPOFOL INFUSION SYDROM AND HIS CASE
WILL BE USED TO HELP OTHERS IN FUTURE.
I OF CORSE AND SO HAPPY,
MY SISTER WILL LIVE WHAT EVER HAPPENS TO HER IN JAIL
BUT I WORRY ABOUT LITTLE JOEY. HAVE NOT HEARD ANYTHING YET ABOUT
WHAT THEY ARE GOING TO DO WITH HIM.
I TODAY FOUND OUT THE MAILING INFORMATION FOR MY SISTER AND
WILL MAIL HER LETTER AND SOME MONEY TOMORROW.
I APPRECIATE ALL YOUR SUPPORT, AND PRAYERS AND YES POSSITIVE THINKING
IS THE ANSWER TO EVERYTHING ......I BELIEVE IN MIRACLES AND POWER OF
EACH OF US. WE ARE ALL JUST "one' ALL MY BEST AND LOVE LINDA 3/8/2007 They took the nose tube out and put it back in and punctured his left lungHe was in good spirits but then they took out his nose tube and made a hole in his left lung,
so he has surgery tonight to drain and inflate it back.....he is sleeping now so came home.
The collapsed lung they say is very rare to happen.... IS paul going to get all the rare things?
I think this could of been avoided but the nurse was in too big a hurry calling out for help
nobody came to help her.... so she just said to me" he need his meds" and she yanked it out!
yes I was there at the time. It was exrayed and was clear just needed to be pushed in several
inches, If she would of gone get help , none of this would of happen. She was having a bad day.....
Paul also claims he was dropped last night onto the floor and hurt his knee and hit his head.
I have got the physical therapist to agree he does not need to be lifted into the chair, that
she can work on him sitting straight up in bed. So then they do not have to lift him
until they move him to another floor, I pray.
Seems like each shift of people are all new and do not know what they are doing, and over
worked and the place is a big mess supplies everywhere, no organization.
So after 35 days this is life in the Intensive Care Unit, I have seen alot! two died today.
understaffed, confussed people running around with out a clue it seems to me.
I just want to get him out of there and into his own room.
they say anyday.... but his suctioning of his trek is the draw back cause he has lots of muccus in his
lungs still.
My sister got arrested at the park for an old five year old warrant... they took her to another
city where it happened, she had no way to call to have little Joey picked up... and when nobody
came the Social Workers took him. We are trying to get him back. Looks good nothing wrong at house
or with his life there, just because Felix is not his biological father is why they took him, but gosh
he has had him for four years........and the pain it is putting his sister, my neice threw is so sad
she is 14 , lost her mom , and brother in one day.
But, I think he will be returned soon, and my sister had that problem weighing on her shoulder
for all this time, so it will be cleared up and she will not have anything to fear.
Do not know how long she will be gone yet........she said on phone maybe three months.
But has not been to court yet.
I am rattling on here. This is my life this week. I am home going to bed now, tired but still
think god works in mysterious ways they say, well I think all will work out for the best.
Paul will survive this small set back, he was laughing today, you can almost here what he says
some words I can understand if you get up close to him.
Goodnight , Sorry I am not checking out your spaces.... I know you have wonderful things going on
and I am interested in you also.
sending love over the internet. Peace 3/4/2007 MIRACLES BUDDING SOON TOO BLOOMTHERE HAVE BEEN NURSES THAT HAVE COME BACK FROM A WEEK AGO AND
CRIED... TEARS OF UNBELIEF AND JOY.
THIS IS SO WONDERFUL, pAUL IS GOING TO BE MOVED TO A LESS ICU LEVEL.
NOT SO CRITICALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HE IS PUSHING HIMSELF SO MUCH, THATS THE KIND OF GUY HE IS
HE SETS UP NOW AND INSISTS ON DOING IT FOR VERY LONG TIMES
HE IS TRYING TO EXERCISE HIS BODY BACK.
HE SMILES A COUPLE OF TIMES
HE IS THRISTY LIKE CRAZY FOR WATER AND THEY LET ME GIVE HIM A LITTLE
STICK WITH A SPONGE ON THE END, AND i DIP IT IN WATER AND LET HIM SUCK IT...
BUT WE CHEATED AND SNEAKED HIM A FEW SMALL DRINKS AND HE LIVED.
WWE DO NOT WANT HIM TO ASPERATE AND CHOKE...... i TELL HIM i DO NOT
PLAN TO KILL YOU OFF AFTER ALL WE BEEN THREW.......
IT WAS A PEACEFUL DAY FELT ALMOST LIKE MYSELF BUT BETTER , YES BETTER.
FULL OF LIFE. I LOVE LIFE.LIFE IS SO DANG WONDERFUL!
YES THE WHITE OWLS ARE STILL LIVING IN THE PALM TREE ACROSS THE STREET.
WHAT AN UNUSUAL SOUND THEY MAKE CONSTANTLY AS THEY FLY.
SANJANA MY FRIEND SHE SENT TO ME THIS WONDERFUL STORY, I WILL PASS IT ON
TO PEOPLE.........INFACT SO MANY OF YOU ARE UP TO SOME PRETTY WONDERFUL AND
INTERESTING THINGS , i CAN NOT KEEP UP. i AM PROUD OF YOU ALL.
LET THE GOOD TIMES ROLL................................LOVE LINDA AND BIG KISSES.
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